my whole life ive never been able to trust guy or people for that matter. ive gone thro so much s*** that i cry myself to sleep almost every nite knowing that im not a normal teenage girl with a normal life.when i was born my dad thought that i wasn’t his so he’d always treat me differently from my brothers and sisters.when i was 3 Child Protective Services took me and my 3 month year old brother away from my parents( they didnt do nothing to us , they were accused of harming my brother but they never did) and sent us to go live with a foster mom. she would beat me with the belt and leave me bruises on my legs( i was only 3) she would leave almost every nite to go party and she would leave me home to take care of my 3 month year old brother. meanwhile my parents were in jail. way more s*** happened to me after that , from having 2 have s** with my uncle, to having to put up with my step dad and mom that make me feel like a slave .i also have to put up with my half brother and sister that that pretty much get what they want and whatever mess they make im forced to clean it up. my real dad also abandoned me and my sister and brothers to go start another family. at times i would think about all this s*** that has happened to me and feel like running away or commiting suicide but music(rap,pop,rock,hip hop) and singing help my get through it all. some day i hope to go on american idol and win 🙂 or some how make it big by becoming a singer lol yall must think im crazyy 🙂 PxxX p.s i know i wasnt supposed to put my name cuz its supposed to be anonymous but i like breakinq the rules! p.p.s I LOVE to f*** guys brains out!!