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I told my husband I want to separate but I didn’t really want to. I fucked up.

My husband and I had an argument about something small that blew out of proportion. I tend to lean towards passive aggressiveness when angry then blow up and start saying hurtful words once triggered while my husband has a tendency to say hurtful words. We tried talking about it after we both calmed down but again, it led to another huge argument. I’ve been trying to read marriage advice but everything leans towards divorcing. I know it’s stupid of me to get swayed over it but I was still hurt by what happened. Earlier today, I told him I want to separate and while we were talking and when I really looked at him, I realised how stupid I am. I was looking at apartments to rent to move out but it feels empty thinking about living in it without him. I love my husband. We have stupid arguments and sometimes we fight ugly but most of the time we are really happy. He is very smart and caring and he has a good sense of humor. I’ve been crying almost every night since our fight and I just smell his pillow to help me sleep (I’ve been sleeping on the other room). I wanted to apologize for what happened but I want to apologize with sincerity by understanding and analyzing what happened and what led to it. I don’t want to give him a half assed apology. I don’t know where I’m going with this but I’m so stupid.

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I see a few confessions on here complaining about wearing a rubber. If that is all you have to do then you should thank your wife.

I am married just a few months and she makes me wear a rubber plus I have to wear Ohnut Buffer rings. She says she doesn’t like deep penetration and only wants slight penetration. I’m hardly allowed inside her at all. Look up OHNUT on the web and see for yourself what it looks like.

She is very hot, s*** and physically fit and I really want to bang her but she makes sure I can’t get my hard c ock very far in her. She prefers that I lick her to her climax.

Plus she likes to have my balls tight in the sac. For a quick way to pull them tightly together she uses a retaining clip called the TestiGrips ® to hold my balls. The clip tightly holds my balls together in the smallest amount of sac possible. They are usually turned blue when she takes the clip off after I am done pleasing her. Look up TestiGrips ® on the web and you will see what the orange clip looks like.

She got the idea from one of her girlfriends. Several of her friends clip their boyfriends’ balls. After exchanging stories with her friends she decided to do it to too. So now she clips and restrains my balls too.

She and her girlfriends find that one advantage is it slows down the thrusting. Tightly restricted balls are too sensitive to be banging into her and so the thrusts must be better controlled. Some of her girlfriends use a cord to tie up the balls but others use the retaining clip. She uses both.

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