I don’t think I am humanly capable of loving someone else. I am so selfish and fickle. Whenever I look into my boyfriends eyes, and all I see is love and admiration staring back at me, I just want to crawl out of my skin because I am so bored of him. But he’s wonderful. In all respects, he is a GOOD GUY. Like hero-quality. And I am so bored.