Our break up hurt me a lot. I never imagined that such an emotional pain is even possible. Being a guy, couldn’t even think of myself that way. But the break up taught me that it is possible. I suffered for a very very long time. And I have been emotionally scared for a while. The problem is that I really, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, did love you. And maybe I still do, but the thing is that I have moved on. I am not a mess that I used to be. And even though I still care about you and I have moved on, a part of me is still left behind. But I feel like what has me still hanging is the fact that I am scared that I didn’t mean to you what you did to me. So I understand now that for me to feel good again, I need to know that you regret breaking up with me. I don’t wanna get back together, I know its useless and foolish, but at least that way I will have peace. Knowing that you know that you fucked up. Knowing that you realize the mistake you made. And knowing that I DID ultimately leave a mark in your life