My name is Mike, and I’m 22 and I have social anxiety and I’ve never had a single girlfriend and I’m still a virgin. All I’ve ever wanted in life was to be loved and wanted and someone to kiss and hold and laugh with, but I’ve realized I’m unloveable and I know I’ll never get to know what any of that feels like and I don’t want to live anymore. I’ve never had any affection from anyone, all my parents have ever done are yell and argue, I haven’t even been hugged or touched by anyone since middle school. I crave a girl’s touch so bad, but no one wants me, and I want to kill myself. I don’t even have any friends and every girl I’ve ever liked and talked to have treated me like some ugly monster and maybe I am, I just don’t want to be around anymore, I want the loneliness to stop.