I hate mixed messages. I’m causing someone nothing but drama, but then they say they don’t want to stop being friends. I try to talk about what I’m feeling because it’s eating away at me mentally, and I get yelled at because I’m just causing more drama. I never assumed that I was that dramatic of a person, but why is it that I’m apparently the bad guy in this because I just wanted to talk to a friend about something going on? I thought that we should be able to talk to our friends and not feel like we’re an inconvenience because something is bothering us to the point where it’s causing us pain? And why didn’t they ever tell me that I was being such a bother to them?

What type of friendship is it when neither of us feels like we can tell the other person anything? No type of friendship, that’s what. Friends should be able to talk to one another without fear of the other person jumping down their throat and essentially telling them that they’re an awful person for actually wanting to come to them to talk about something?

God, it just makes me feel like I’m the most worthless person in the world.