My friend died tragically… The body was found after 3 days… I love him I miss him but the day they for d the body I was so sad and so shocked the I decided to spend the day with my girl who (maybe wanted me to feel better) made me have s** all day… I feel so guilty now.. 4 years later I still think of how great he was and how lame I am… T. Please forgive me for what I did.. It was out of question for me to see your body I really can’t even if I go back in time… I regret the s** I had with my girl. I regret not expressing my deep sadness… I love you man. Rip T.