I love a girl named, Nikki, her life is rather a haze. I want to confess my love for her, only it being that she is two years ahead of myself, and I’m not sure if it would be ‘socially’ appropriate. I. Love. Nikki. I’ve litrally spent all my money on her, showered her with gifts of affection. I’m addicted to her smile, even if I know it’s all an act. She’s not happy, not really. I just want her to feel better, and accept my love. Her sister already knows, but I don’t think she really minds of it, however, my best-pal has feelings for Nikki also.

I get jealous whenever they speak with each other, so much in fact I cut communication to anyone else, so I don’t transmit the pain to someone else. This has been going on for a while now, and I feel nothing within my heart.