if i thought running away would solve my memories of torture and terror. I"d be on the next plane out of here. Somehow i think it will haunt me. It will

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if i thought running away would solve my memories of torture and terror. I”d be on the next plane out of here. Somehow i think it will haunt me. It will follow me. Because its inside me. its part of me. A part i wish I could erase or simply forget. just sleep it off. amnesia…is a blessing. But the trauma lives on in our DNA. long after the pain fades. Without a true miracle. a true solution. it will haunt you until death. No escape from your own self. no escape.

New Confession

I read a posting from a few days ago about cousins making out years ago. It brought back some memories from my early teen years decades passed.

Back in the day I used to spend some of my summer vacation weeks staying with my grandparents. I had a female cousin that did as well and we bonded. Of course we had some alone time and made out a little innocently to see what it was like.

One of the last times her step sister stayed also. I really didn’t know her as we all lived distant and she lived with her other parent but was invited.

As it turned out she was way more curious and forward than we were when her step sister had admitted what we had done. This turned out to be the first time I saw a naked girl and then two together and them seeing a naked male. No touching just looking. Something I remember in detail all these years later.

I lost all contact years ago after my grandparents passed away. I can’t help think if those memories ever cross their minds.

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