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I used a keylogger to get the email password of a girl I have a crush on. (There is a huge age difference between us, so I can’t actually ask her out. Not yet at least.) When I logged into her email, I saw that about every third or fourth day, she would send the same guy s*** pictures of herself. Over the course of a year, I checked her email every night, collecting all of the pictures and, eventually, videos. The videos in particular get me harder than any p*** ever could – the way she dances and strips, and the fact that I know her in real life – it gets to me.

But, in September of last year, I logged on and was asked to “change the password because of suspicious activity”. I realized that I WAS the suspicious activity, and if I changed the password, she would know someone hacked her and could now have all of the videos. So I just logged off. Of course, when I tried to log on a few days later, she had changed her password. I don’t see her in real life anymore, so I have no way of getting it again.

She did not, however, change her kik password. I can still log in as her there, but I can only see her incoming messages. Yesterday, she got a message from the same guy who got all of her videos. The message said, simply, “I look forward to seeing what’s waiting for me in my inbox when I get home.”

Now it’s driving me mad. I want to see these videos too! The dozens of videos I already have of her are starting to lose their appeal after 8 months of watching the same ones. I need new material. I don’t know what to do…

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I f****** hate you (bf) , you f****** manipulative,hypocrite, emotionally abusive, vaping, life draining, wannabe player b******. I.HATE YOU. I still deeply resent you. This is why everyone thinks you’re an a****** at your job. You’re not some anti-hero that you claimed to be. No- You’re just an a******. Point blank . Especially to me of all people! You always take it out on me, and you still wonder why I won’t touch you like that or shut down completely with you. Everytime you sense or feel even an inch that im happy, peaceful, something I enjoy doing you immediately smash that down so you can feel better and have power over me. What’s funny is that every time you’re in the wrong, overstep your boundaries, make me really upset or talk crap to me – karma smacks you right in the face everytime & you don’t even realize it. Funny how you’ve said yourself that people spit at the sky just for it to come back-yet you’ve done the exact same thing too – you’re not godlike or safe from getting karma, even I’ve dealt with karma too when I was in the wrong many times too. So no- you’re not a misunderstood dark knight turn bad like the joker you claim to be. You’re just an egotistical bigoted jerk & everyone can see that except you. I hate myself that I fell for your facade – lovebomb trap years ago . And all the times that you’ve talked crap about other’s appearances, especially women’s, karma yet again smacked you in the face & put on a ton of weight and still wonder why you haven’t lost pounds but still continue on demanding me to cook & make you even more food despite you complaining about it , hmmmm , gee I wonder why. Anyways , glad to vent that out .