i hate my dad. whoever is up there, god or that cycle of karma , please forgive me for what i will do to him when i start earning and when hes old and whithered and needs me and my mother and my brother. i will f*** his life . on second thoughts, i wouldnt have to do too much because hes a lost cause in himself. he is enough to keep himself sad . i am very much like him but i try to change every second of my life. he has killed my moms happiness . hes an ugly son of a b**** and i can never understand how my mom , whos so pretty , could marry someone so distastefully ugly . i think he has borderline personality disorder( i think i do too) , but that is no excuse for NEVER learning from your mistakes. i know him in and out because i have the same mental set up but he is unique . there cant be a greater loser and b****** in this world. honestly. – N