Have you ever felt just so unpretty, like everyone around you is in a relationship and you’re just kind of the third wheel all the time? That’s like how it is for me. I’m only 14 and I should probably wait until “it’s my time”, but I’m tired of being called beautiful by only my parents, cause that’s just what they do. I don’t wear any makeup and I feel like it’ll make me look desperate if I do. But I guess in a way I sort of am desperate. It’s not even like I don’t have a lot of friends, but to not have any boy get butterflies when seeing you, want to be around you, or just even like you makes me want to just ball up and hide. I’m not usually on to show my pain, and I don’t cut or have any disorders. I just feel so ugly and unwanted. And it’s not like it have any b**** or b*** to make up for it. I’ve got no curves and just overall skinny, and I can’t help that because of my metabolism. I just wanna feel like I might actually meet someone one day who will love me as much as I love them.