I don’t know what to do.
I’m being offered the trip of a lifetime for $8000 with the most amazing people this summer.
If I go, Im spending $4000 (all of the money I have saved up), as well as a ton of my parents money and making them go nearly broke.
If I go, Im also going to miss out on a different trip of a lifetime to a different place that is much cheaper … I wont be able to afford drivers ed, and a car wont even be an option for the next however many years of my life.

If I don’t go, Ill have to work at the shittiest place this summer, and the amount of crying that I will go through is gonna s***.
Its so selfish of me to go on this trip and words cannot sum up nor explain why this trip is so important to me but it is.

FML idk what to do…