First confession – English is my second language.
Second confession – I am so desperate that I found this site only to write down what has been bothering me for quite long.
Third confession – Being a person with a long history of being bullied and fighting it, I found out that my younger brother is just beginning to have the same problem. I spent a whole day today just on thinking how to break a 18 year old boys bones and it ended in h************ him without evidence. I’m 23 (not that much older then him but…), anyways, I clearly have a problem. I managed my anger issue for over 10 years through various sports, music, art, random activities that would help my society in any way. Since law and order in my country is in full retard mode 20 years now any kind of psychological help is not to be found. Physical violence is a everyday problem in my country that is not even considered as a problem and when I see it my bones ache for vengeance. I just want people to be polite and not randomly attacking defenseless others right after they learn a new karate move. I’m tired of this s*** and want to get as far away as I can into civilized something something (can’t describe what I have never seen, sorry). It’s like living in Russia near a highway and being a part of every huge road rage that never paused since you were born.