So there is this guy and he is my RA. I have had him on mind since I met him. No one has ever impacted me so much. I see myself with him in the future. It was like a vision I had when we first met. My friends joke about it but don’t realize that I would actually like to say I love him one day. I write letters to him expressing how I feel but I never give it to him. I won’t give the letters . He is the one I just know it. No one can convince me otherwise. I feel like a crazy person. Maybe I am but I have never been so sure of someone. I will say something. He will know I feel once I figure out how. Usually I am impulsive and can speak to guys. But not this guy. I know the feelings are mutual. I see the way he looks at me. So does everyone else. If he reads this he’ll know because our high school mascots are the same but my mascot beats his because they were more blazing. I don’t date much to keep my self worth. I am highly willing to risk it with him.