I’m in love with my boyfriend.. We’ve been dating for two years now, but I recently found out that he’s been replying and sending/receiving pictures to/from s***** ads on Craigslist (posts like “need a lollipop to s*** and f***,” “f*** buddies,” and “good time s*** and f***”).

(He had forgotten to log out of his email on my laptop, the first email was a reply from a Craigslist girl with n*** pics, I didn’t want to believe it so I looked through sent messages and.. well yeah)

He swears to me that he’s never met up with any of them, that it was just a random thing he did and he doesn’t know why he did it. I love him so much. He means everything to me. I want to believe him.. but in the back of my mind I keep seeing the emails, him saying “I’m very interested ;),” sending n*** pictures of himself, receiving nudes from random girls, asking if “20 miles is considered close.”

I don’t want to lose him.. but I keep having a nagging feeling that he’ll do it again. He seems 100% sincere that he won’t, and he’s insanely kind to be and appears to feel really bad about it.

Now, though, I have his email still signed in on my computer, and continuously check it. He gets emails from random dating sites that go to spam (which I delete as soon as I see) that are labeled as unread.