i am old i feel old for my age and been rejected everywhere I go with men other then dirty fat old married bastards that just want a bit on the side and spit me out after using me. i only had s** 3 or 4 times in my life with a jerk who tied me down and raped me and stalked me to r*** me again. it was a bad relationship if you call 3 nights of drugged r*** and luckily i got away from his abuse.

I am thinking about going back of strong medications and just gaining weight and not caring anymore. i have been hurt too many times.

I WANT TO REVENGE THE WORLD BY BEING OBESE AND B*** UGLY AND JUST REFUSE PEOPLE THE PRIVILEGE OF EVEN LOOKING AT ME SO THEY DON’T HAVE TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME. SO I BOUGHT SOME ISLAMIC CLOTHING FOR WESTERN WOMEN AND NOW THINKING OF BUYING A BURKA AS WELL TO HIDE MY UGLY FACE IN.

THANKYOU S***** WORLD.