I believe I’m in love. I’m only seventeen and yes I’m young and most think that I am talking about stupid puppy love, but that is not it. I really really love him. I hurts to know that I’m so close yet so far away from him. I hate knowing that I’m the other girl, and i know i should tell her but i’m scared to what it might do to him and i. I cry every time we argue because i’m afraid of him leaving. I don’t know what i’m supposed to do. I’ve never felt so right but so wrong. I feel like i’m living what Jack and Rose had in Titanic, except i’m Jack and he is Rose. I’m intruding in on his perfect life..