I screwed up a potential relationship in middle school due to being unable to let go of the past and even in my 20’s it haunts me and I wonder if it could have possibly lasted and was it true love. I wonder if this is just a regret and I actually am over him and I just need to see him again and say sorry. I’m sure he no longer cares but it still eats at me. I thought I was the victim back then but only now can I see where I was wrong.