I love my girlfriends sister. I’m a terrible person. She’s all I think about and who I keep wishing I was with. She’s more beautiful than anyone I’ve ever known and when we are near each other, it feels like harmony. Her personality, her virtue, leaves me feeling humbled. I know she’d never go for me and I always must resist what I want to say because I can’t. I put myself in harms way for her and nobody else. She doesn’t even know that. It’s a shame really. I never asked for this. The more I was around her and after her sister (my girlfriend) wasn’t so nice to me or her – it happened. I realized I have feelings, deep feelings, for her since and I’m too much of a coward to tell my gf, her or be honest about it and me being left alone again.