Approaching end of junior year of college and still not over ex-gf from highschool.
I’m body builder and am very attractive, but barely have an existing s** life at all.

It’s gotten to the point where not only do I occupy my time so I don’t see women anymore (work late night shifts all weekend), but I have to lie to my friends about girls I’ve allegedly slept with to keep b******* off my back.

It’s pathetic I know. My ex-gf who cheated on me numerous times and has effectively ruined my life with her multiple suicide attempts and constant trips to the mental hospital routinely comes to my school once every few months unannounced and cleans my pipes out… it feels disgusting and I resent her now.

If I stop talking to her she calls me over and over (more than 100 times in a row) until I turn my phone off. The process is repeated routinely. If I got a certain amount of time with no contact I can expect her to drive hours and hours and show up at my workplace (she knows my schedule.)

I need to get over her and move onto other women but I’m too embarrassed and stuck to do anything about it. Help me internets.