I have this fantasy that I’m talking to my crush in this forest across the street from my house and we are just talking and hiking and laughing and we go up this hill to an old fire pit and he suddenly grabs my arm and pulls me into him and kisses me at first I am not sure what to do them I melt into home and we start making out we stumble and fall to the ground laugh and continue kissing his arms around me pulling me closer deepening the kiss. And every time I see him I go through this or a similar fantasy. It feels wrong but I want something like it to happen so bad.