I went to a friend’s house yesterday with the intent to do homework and to see if he wanted to repair our relationship as much as I did. He’s been manipulative lately and I feel like I’ll hate it if we stop talking. I went over to his house and all he wanted to do was drink and watch s** in the city. He pressured me to drink and I gave in KNOWING that my mother was going to have me drive home. I feel so guilty over this. I don’t want to convince myself that it wasn’t that bad just because I didn’t FEEL drunk but I know if we’d been pulled over I might have been over the legal limit. Even mouthwash has enough alcohol to make you register on the scale so I would’ve been SOL…… I’m so scared someone is going to find this. I feel terrible and I want to confess to it but I’m stupid and scared and I don’t feel like I can… I’m not going to….