So I’ve been single about a year now, and my ex girlfriend is gonna get engaged soon from what I hear. I feel a bit torn up by it. I messed up, our friendship post break up because I put myself in that situation, because I wasn’t ready to accept she has moved on. I became so toxic to her, that she wanted me out of her life and I had put her in that situation. Now I’ve been better she isn’t constantly in my thoughts but the news of her going to get engaged soon, I guess it hurts because I think to myself if I could of have that with her.