I fell in love with an alcoholic. I knew about it before we fell in love but I thought I could deal with it. we shared an amazing night last week and I’ve never felt more intimate. we had a few drinks before but I remember everything. we woke up the next day and I was so excited to spend the day with her. But when we started talking I realized she didn’t remember any of it. It broke my heart but I couldn’t tell her. I’m still heart broken. I fear how many life changing moments I will experience with her only to find out I was alone.