Where I’m from we have arranged marriages, and s** before marriage is a taboo, so I got married at age 23 and finally loose my virginity but as it turns out I waited 23 years of my life to finally loose virginity to be a total disappointment there’s no s***** compatability between us, I’m still married to her, I’ll be 30 years old in April. I haven’t cheated on my wife ever. Extra martial affairs are taboo to me and in my community, divorce is taboo to me. I want to keep the marriage going  I’ve never been with any other woman in my life. I have a very healthy s** drive but we barely have s** maybe 5 times a year, the only thing I can do is w***. I’m so s******* deprived I get angry sometimes but not on my wife, I have never yelled at her or cheated I still respect her, I want her to be happy. I’m almost 30 and I have never truly enjoyed s** the way I wanted, I still feel like I’m a virgin. I’m so frustrated at the whole situation I’m in I don’t even want to w*** right now. I have never been abusive to my wife or cheated on her, I still want to live with her but I’m stuck in a limbo. My morals don’t let me have s** outside marriage.