When I ask for help… really ask for a sign… it is there. Out of nowhere. I wonder if He is watching. Maybe it was coincidental that when I asked it to rain it rained. When I asked it to be harsh weather this winter, sure enough it took a turn for the worse. When I asked Him to tell you I love you, you must have seen the signs I asked be sent. Because you appeared out of nowhere to tell me you’re there at least as a friend if nothing else. I remember crying one time years back and asking out for help. A cardinal appeared out of nowhere as if it heard me crying and perched on my fence and looked in at me. Cardinals aren’t a common sight where I lived. Robins are usually it. The point is, even if you don’t love me or find me attractive, at least you’re there and you were there. The best to you each day. I hope you aren’t upset at me after I laid it out there… again. I get it this time. Hint taken. Just keep me as your friend and that’s all I ask.
