I hate my friends. Well, not all of them but two of my best friends that I spend a every day with. It annoys me how they b**** about my other friends to me on a daily basis and they’re just dicks to be honest. But I know if I just cut them out of my life, I’ll have no one and I hate being on my own. I don’t feel like I fit it anywhere and it’s making me feel really down lately. At the moment, I’m just trying to get by and avoid them as much as I can. I know it’s really shallow that the only reason I’m still friends with them is so I’m not on my own, but I hate being alone more than I do having horrible friends. I just hope we’ll loose contact when we go off to uni…