I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I'm almost 17 and I'm failing high school. I am behind about 90-100 credits. There is no way possible that

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I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself.
I’m almost 17 and I’m failing high school. I am behind about 90-100 credits. There is no way possible that I can recover all the credits in time for graduation next year.
I want to become a tattoo artist and I’m really good at it. I’ve taken my portfolio into different shops and almost all of them offered me an apprentice ship on the spot.
But I feel like I can’t do it.
My living situation isn’t the best at the moment & I really just want to move by the time I turn 18. I’m not stupid I know I just can’t pick up and leave the day I turn 18. I started saving up and I’ve called a couple different apartment complexes and I found one that will let me start the screening process a month or 2 before I turn 18. I need a job & an apprentice ship close to the apartment of course but I just don’t know if I can do it. Things seem really promising right now but all my life I’ve been set up to fail.
I don’t want to be stuck here in this s*** town for the rest of my life working at a fast food joint.

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I said this once and I’ll say it again. Not all mentally ill people are the same. Schizophrenic people DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING. So STOP SAYING THERE’S NO EXCUSE FOR THEM KILLING SOMEONE. Would you say there’s no excuse for a person calling you a bad name in their sleep? Would you say there’s no excuse for your child walking outside past midnight in their sleep? It’s NOT A THING OF THERE’S NO EXCUSE but the need to SHIFT THE FOCUS ON WHO TO BLAME. OUR GOVERNMENT NEEDS TO OPEN THESE FACILITIES BACK UP,THEY NEED A CAREGIVER TO BE SURE THEY TAKE THEIR MEDICINE, A GOOD DOCTOR THAT’S ON TOP OF THE PATIENTS SCHEDULE,RECOGNIZE AND ACCEPT THE FACT THEY ARE ILL NOT CRIMINALS!!!

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