I am starting to hate myself more and more. It's really scaring me. I have social anxiety which makes school terrible. I feel like I can't do anything

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I am starting to hate myself more and more. It’s really scaring me. I have social anxiety which makes school terrible. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I’m really depressed and thinking about what would happen if I committed suicide. That scares me the most I think. I will most likely never do any self-harm, mostly because I promised I would never do it to myself a couple years ago. I don’t know what to do because my already hardly existing confidence is disappearing. My grades that used to be straight As are slipping. I am so self-conscious it hurts. I need help but I don’t want to ask or go through the trouble. I hate this.

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