Forgive me, for I have sinned. Many months ago, I committed sexual acts of my cousin of 8 & I was 12. Twas mainly when he was asleep, dry humping (is

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Forgive me, for I have sinned. Many months ago, I committed s***** acts of my cousin of 8 & I was 12. Twas mainly when he was asleep, dry h****** (is what it’s usually called) and my finger within the walls of his bottomside & gently touching his front portion…..I had also attempted to put my front portion into his bottom but failed to do so…..instead I just attempted to kiss him while sleeping (also failed). This continued for several months until it eventually stopped and instead, I made him (jerk) me off and put the end of my front portion, in his mouth (my underwear was on. Only once did I actually put my front portion into his mouth without underwear….I also forced him to watch s******* e***** scenes in videos&games and I masturbated in front of him. It’s been many months since I have done any of this and I swore that I would never do such a thing again for I too, was s******* abused. Now, I look.amongst my peers and I think (they are so innocent…..I always act as I’f they are doing something wrong by saying that their style of clothing usually referred to as “swag” and their late night parties. I often say to myself “they are not sick…….I am.” I have been filled with guilt ever since and I want it to go away but I can’t…..no one knows at all & my cousin isn’t showing any signs of remembering what happened. I don’t know what to do…I’m afraid to tell my parents because they are Mexicans so I could get a big a** whooping and I certainly don’t want to go to jail for years. What can I do to unravel this web of lies?

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I f****** hate you (bf) , you f****** manipulative,hypocrite, emotionally abusive, vaping, life draining, wannabe player b******. I.HATE YOU. I still deeply resent you. This is why everyone thinks you’re an a****** at your job. You’re not some anti-hero that you claimed to be. No- You’re just an a******. Point blank . Especially to me of all people! You always take it out on me, and you still wonder why I won’t touch you like that or shut down completely with you. Everytime you sense or feel even an inch that im happy, peaceful, something I enjoy doing you immediately smash that down so you can feel better and have power over me. What’s funny is that every time you’re in the wrong, overstep your boundaries, make me really upset or talk crap to me – karma smacks you right in the face everytime & you don’t even realize it. Funny how you’ve said yourself that people spit at the sky just for it to come back-yet you’ve done the exact same thing too – you’re not godlike or safe from getting karma, even I’ve dealt with karma too when I was in the wrong many times too. So no- you’re not a misunderstood dark knight turn bad like the joker you claim to be. You’re just an egotistical bigoted jerk & everyone can see that except you. I hate myself that I fell for your facade – lovebomb trap years ago . And all the times that you’ve talked crap about other’s appearances, especially women’s, karma yet again smacked you in the face & put on a ton of weight and still wonder why you haven’t lost pounds but still continue on demanding me to cook & make you even more food despite you complaining about it , hmmmm , gee I wonder why. Anyways , glad to vent that out .