A few times in my life since I was young, I would do weird things like cut off locs of my hair and set it on fire just to watch, cut off my feet’s calluses until I couldn’t walk because it hurt so bad, rip my fingers up until they bleed, and cut myself with razors and blades just to watch the blood trickle. I wasn’t suicidal I just genuinely enjoyed it. One time I cut a chunk of flesh off of my leg and put of curiosity I got a skillet out and cooked it. It was a thin piece of flesh so it cooked quickly.

I ate it and I liked it. I’ve never told anyone else this as I feel it’s weird and I feel remorseful for it but I was so curious I guess. I would do it again.