i’ve never done this kinda thing before but i need to tell someone so here it goes
i dont have a “bad” life or anything like that but the truth is i have no friends and no one i mean genuinely there isnt a person i could message and meet at there house i know a lot of people say “i have no friends” but genuinely i dont and i am just so tired of this repetition and the thoughts in my mind have gotten so bad my confession i guess you could call it is that
I think I’m going to kill myself. i dont want to as im typing this but ive seen my mind get dark enough to do so and i think its gonna drift to that place again i dont know when or what will do it but im scared for my family i mean my mom has done everythingfor me she would blame herself and my little sister i dont know what she’d do without me if im being honest but i have no purpose it feels like so if i ever do end up killing myself i want you to know im sorry mom and i just cant shake this feeling like something bad is coming but i dont know where or when so just wish me the best please and if you see this I love you