I got sober after 4 years of drug addiction. 2 years without so much as a joint and I still dream about getting high. It is in my head all day and I can’t get rid of it. My family doesn’t know how deep I was into drugs and my girlfriends doesn’t understand how much it still affects me. It is always there and I know it will never go away and I don’t know how to cope with it. My coping method was to get high but I doubt that will help my situation.
