After I had my baby I lost a lot of friends because I grew up and wanted to be an adult. Now I have quite literally zero friends. I have my 6month old, husband and inlaws, none of which really understand depression or anxiety. I suffer from both. I’m so tired of hearing “just s*** it up” that I’ve told them I’m all better and when no one is around I put on a knowingly sad movie so I can cry (hardly watching the movie) with a valid reason incase someone stops by. I sit alone and cry all day… this is life now.