at this point i’ve made it so obviously clear that i literally love her and if she doesn’t figure it out i think i might actually get on my knee and propose. ever since that night i think we’ve got closer and it just 100% solidified my feelings for her and now it’s my goal to let her know how i feel. i seriously don’t expect her to like me back cus i’m sure that i could bet my life on her being a straight girl so i mean i’m willing to give up this amazing friendship in order to get this off my chest cus i been going back and forth between like 4 different sites writing down how i feel over the past like 2 weeks and i still have so much love in my heart for this girl idek what to do with it. in our friend group when i talk i only talk to her like i literally stare at her and speak and i always look in her pretty eyes and honestly i don’t know how i don’t combust at the sight of this girl i mean jesus she’s so pretty and funny and i’m like hoping and praying she likes me too but lol let’s be real. i always call her pet names as a joke and she does it too, and i put a picture of us as one of my socials. i soooo wish i could go into more detail but a lot of good things have been happening to me lately so lest i wish to be outed should someone i know very well be on this website i think i’ll stay quiet. anyway she joked abt how i wanted her and i said ofc like i’m literally being so fr and i don’t know if she really thinks i’m joking or being fr but i want herrrr so badddddd like ugh idk