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I married my husband in haste, without completely knowing him first and regret it more & more everyday. With every day that passes, he reveals an even uglier side with no sign of changing for the better. I’ve realized that he has an alcohol dependency, the kind where he becomes depressed and lashes out at me in the form of verbal abuse. I am too strong to let him break my spirit, but I fear that our 1 year old son will be raised in an environment where he thinks that disrespecting your spouse is healthy behavior. I blame myself for putting myself in this situation, and I am starting to feel hopeless that my marriage will ever be what I thought it would be.

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