I’m overcome with guilt from the things I did when I was unmedicated and off the rails. I harassed women on the internet and uploaded revenge p***. There was 2 girls I targeted and they were girls who i was infatuated with that didn’t want anything to do with me. Now that im finally medicated and seeing clearly I constantly feel remorse for my actions. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive myself. I’m going to court soon for breaking a restraining order against one of them. I was really off the rails for so long. I never want to do anything like that ever again. I pray to God for forgiveness and self control every day. There’s no excuse for what I’ve done. I can’t wash away my sins.