I HATE THEM, At the same time I want to be with them. I felt so left out… i feel like they hate my guts, trying to distance their selves but can’t due to pity towards me being alone. If that’s only what they try to be with me, then I don’t want to be with them. They have other friends as I am the only one who doesn’t belong truly, am I jealous?? No… I am not. I feel this school year, everyone will hate me. Though, I wish that won’t happen. I can’t stand someone hating me…