He says he wants to travel, he says he wants to be successful; he says he wants to go out on my birthday and have as much fun as I possibly can! He knows my Tim Horton’s order, he knows my trauma, he knows that when I’m sad, a snickers and a hug will cheer me up! He loves politics, he loves sleep, he loves to lie in the bath tub half empty with a beer and complete silence! He looks at me with unbelievable and uncontrollable love, he treats me the way any girl deserves to be treated. He texts me good morning when it’s the middle of the night and good night when its bright and early. There are so many things in life that he wants, but won’t allow himself to have what he has wanted for 3 years. She knows everything that was already said and more. She knows that he would do anything in the world to make her happy. And when she thinks about him, he heart melts and aches and loves and wants and yearns for everything that he is, even when he doesn’t like it. She is in love with a man that won’t accept happiness. She is in love with her best friend… And he is too.