I hate my job, so I found a new job. It's hard to find a job because I have a misdemeanor (not convicted). I'm a nurse, and my misdemeanor was for

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I hate my job, so I found a new job. It’s hard to find a job because I have a misdemeanor (not convicted). I’m a nurse, and my misdemeanor was for shoplifting like 3 years ago.. I can’t get it expunged yet. So it always pops up on my background check. Then places don’t want to hire me. My current job isn’t even really nursing… I get paid 23 bucks an hour to underwrite for an insurance company for life insurance. That’s not nursing, it’s f****** people out of insurance. I hate myself but I’d hate to not be able to pay my bills more.

This new job, they basically told me that I s*** but hired me anyway because I interviewed well. I have the background check soon, and I am so afraid I’ll fail it again although they already gave me (and I signed) the offer letter and had me fill out my w-4 and all that s***. The really worst part is that this job, pays a lot better, but I’ll hate this too. I just hate to work. I am one lazy son of a b****. But I am compassionate and I do love to help people, and I want to make people feel better. What better role to do that than a nurse? But I struggle getting out of bed in the morning, and most people in the world, when helped, b**** about a minor thing that didn’t go their way rather than thank you for sacrificing yourself to help them. F*** people, and f*** you who would be reading this, because chances are you’re an ungrateful little s*** who will end up bitter and dying in a nursing home….. but then there are people like me who will show up to wipe your a** and feed you, and you’ll just b**** some more. I should have just majored in business. I could have, in all actuality, become an excellent lawyer. Anything but this. Talk about making horrible life choices and getting yourself 30,000 bucks into debt over it.

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I f****** hate you (bf) , you f****** manipulative,hypocrite, emotionally abusive, vaping, life draining, wannabe player b******. I.HATE YOU. I still deeply resent you. This is why everyone thinks you’re an a****** at your job. You’re not some anti-hero that you claimed to be. No- You’re just an a******. Point blank . Especially to me of all people! You always take it out on me, and you still wonder why I won’t touch you like that or shut down completely with you. Everytime you sense or feel even an inch that im happy, peaceful, something I enjoy doing you immediately smash that down so you can feel better and have power over me. What’s funny is that every time you’re in the wrong, overstep your boundaries, make me really upset or talk crap to me – karma smacks you right in the face everytime & you don’t even realize it. Funny how you’ve said yourself that people spit at the sky just for it to come back-yet you’ve done the exact same thing too – you’re not godlike or safe from getting karma, even I’ve dealt with karma too when I was in the wrong many times too. So no- you’re not a misunderstood dark knight turn bad like the joker you claim to be. You’re just an egotistical bigoted jerk & everyone can see that except you. I hate myself that I fell for your facade – lovebomb trap years ago . And all the times that you’ve talked crap about other’s appearances, especially women’s, karma yet again smacked you in the face & put on a ton of weight and still wonder why you haven’t lost pounds but still continue on demanding me to cook & make you even more food despite you complaining about it , hmmmm , gee I wonder why. Anyways , glad to vent that out .