I love him… I would do anything for him. But pet his parents we weren’t allowed to be together. I get lonely and I need the attention. Which I hate myself for. I have this other guy friend.. We were really good friends at first. But then we decided to be honest with eachother.. Which led to that fact that we were attracted to eachother physically. One day I met him in a parking lot… Only kissing and him playing with my b*** happened… I was so torn up that I told my love. He wasnt angry at me. He just said not to let it happen again. A couple months later… My friend catches me at a vulnerable moment.. Ends up him coming over to my house and things get majorly heated up. I don’t know what to do… I don’t want to continue with my friend… But I can’t say no.