every day i descend further and deeper into indifference. i play with the emotions of people close to me and lead them on like they mean nothing to me. i gain absolutely nothing from any of this and yet i still do it js for the f*** of it. i manipulate, lie, and deceive whenever i’m given the opportunity. i’m extremely egotistical and narcissistic, and i judge others relentlessly.sometimes to their face, but mostly on my own. i can’t remember a time when i’ve ever felt satisfied by someone else. i’m 100% indifferent towards everything, everything that’s done to me, everything i do to others, and everything others do for me. i think there’s something seriously wrong with me and i don’t know what to do.
