I’m a younger person, still in highschool, and I have fucked up. In yr 7, I had s**. It was first with a guy I barely knew that I met on Facebook. We met up one day after my birthday and had s**. He had a very small p**** and I didn’t feel anything. It was about 1cm long. I am not kidding. And after that, I ran to my best friend at the times house, totally panicking. Every one at school thought I had done it before that day, because I said that I did. Anyway, then after a while, I met this guy, he was quite a bit older than me, and we made out the first time I went there. A couple of my friends were there and (let’s just call him Fred) walked me to the front door. Well fred kissed me. Rather passionately. And it was the best feeling I had ever felt. It was like my entire body was on vibrate. A few days later, I went back to his house. And we were alone. I had my period at that time so we couldn’t do anything, but as I was kissing him, while I was shirtless and he was naked, I felt a huge wave of guilt washing over me. And the waves kept on crashing. I was almost physically sick. But when I was gagging, he thought it was just because that was the first time Id ever gotten stoned. I lost my virginity to that man. And a few months after that, one if my best friends called the cops, telling them I was sleeping with 2 18 year olds. I got so scared and never saw him again, trying to keep In contact with him, but failing.