I’m sorry I left you. I had my doubts about you and me, and I’m feeling like I lost the dream person of my life. I know that your actions certainly helped me decide that I needed to leave you but I don’t know if that really was the right thing to do. I just hope that you’re able to put your life back together after the pain I caused you.
I also want you to know that I’m getting professional medical help for all the crap that’s in my mind right now, but I’m too scared to tell you about it lest we wind up hurting each other yet again. I’m too childish to be with anyone right now.
Finally, I want you to know I’m never going back to my psycho ex. The day after my grandmother died, he sent me an incredibly hurtful message saying that I’m only happy making others miserable. That’s not true. He also said he thought I needed psychiatric help. Yeah, thanks you a******. Maybe you’re the one needing it eh?
I’m glad you’re back here, but I’m too scared to talk to you right now. Maybe in a few months…