Tonight I gave into self-gratification as a means to relieve myself from stress over work and the interest of a woman I have been hanging out with for two weeks.

I have no clue if I am drawn to the person I am seeing, or if its just my raging impulses wanting to give into the experience of intimacy. I know that I am one who does not want to rush into things when meeting new friends, and I do not intend to get too close to my new friend until I feel certain that what I feel is really love.

Going back to what I did this evening; I was simply cleaning my pipes while at the same time maintaining control of myself in order to not let things get out of hand. Its been almost two weeks since my last m***********, and I have been trying to pertain a clean slate with not having to give into self-gratification for almost a month. I plan on to stick with my slate from this moment on, and I will only recognize my friend as a person and confident from this day forth. And as for s**; I can wait to have it when I meet the person I want to love in my life. Thank you for taking the time to read my confession and have a nice day.