I have an extreme fear of the united states collapsing or the government turning on its citizens I don’t want it to happen in my life time. a long time ago a mentor of mine told us that he would not live the see the people running and the blood in the streets. It was only a few short years ago that I was willing to sign the dotted line and volunteer to potentially get my balls blown off in some 3rd world s*** hole, I joined a patriot and I still am but I don’t believe in the cause anymore freedom has nothing to gain bombing from these camel fuckers… except for oil, lithium and opium… and that I am not willing to die for. So I continue my service in silent servitude unable to speak about my true feelings for fear of reprocussions from command. All I can say is you trained me well, I am highly trained, highly motivated and highly pissed off. I will be the first to turn my guns on my leaders if they give me orders to violate my oath or my conscious.

I will aim down my sights with tear filled eyes but my aim will be true

And I have found inside me a truth that I cannot deny, it is better to die a horrible death than to live my life in shame knowing that I violated my oath or did not defend my people and everything I hold dear.

I will protect my self, my family my God and my country….

God bless the United States of America