turned into one hell of a lazyass this 2nd semester in college, I haven’t been attending classes and I’m sure my grades are slowly sinking Titanic-style. my relationship with my mother has turned s***** as well because i’ve been going home late almost everyday, either 9 or 10:30 in the evening. out of 7 days in a week, I get a sermon either 3 or 4 times.

……and i’ve turned into what I am because of my new boyfriend.

believe me, he’s not a bad influence or anything. he’s a full-time scholar in a respectable university and he comes from a really good family but I’m totally blinded by young, teenage love. I’ve never been attached to any boy like this before and honestly, I have no idea how to get my s*** back together. if I fail a lot of subjects, i am definitely screwed. I had no idea that the consequence would be THIS bad.