I feel so lonely sometimes. I’m 45 years old, tall, in great shape, good looking, nice medium length wavy hair, funny, down to earth, smart, you name it, and thriving at my job. I have social anxiety, yet work in a very hectic environment. Take Adderall. Can’t wait to drive home to my two awesome dogs and their happiness. I don’t go out at night. I don’t know how to “pick up” a woman. Haven’t had s** in seven years(I think). I quit drinking after a bad accident. I get quite h**** sometimes. Or, just to even touch a GF’s shoulder as we’re watching a movie or walking around someplace. I keep waiting for something to happen. I don’t know what to do. “Just go out.” Right. I’m creative. Start sketches, but don’t finish. To put simply, this really s****.