He cheated, called me 5min later. He sounded terribly sad, he hung up. Admitted it an broke up with me over text. Spent the whole next day crying. I still feel for him, my heart flutters but my mind won’t me stay with it. We talked, don’t know if it was the best choice, we are now friends. I can’t handle this. I have questions but I dont feel like i could ask. Was it a smart choice to continue talking to him? I hope so. I still miss him. I have his jacket thing an his smell is on it, I like it smells like safety. My heart just skips a beat when i see him, when we talk, anything. I don’t wanna call it love, but.. Too much of an emotion hurts my chest.. An I like it when because of him..
